Ugh, after making a record weight loss in the first two weeks, the holiday season got to me and I started eating whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted. I am back at sqaure one. I am also really hypersensitive about my weight etc. because my boyfriend's really good friend (a girl who is 5 ft tall and about 105 lbs) is in town for the holidays and has invited Brian out for New Years. They never seriously dated, but I know they have messed around and whatnot over the years. This girl is soooo snotty and superficial. A total spoiled, rich brat. I saw pics from last New Years Eve which they spent together, and there are numerous pics of her hanging all over Brian and kissing him, etc... If she thinks that is happening this year, she has another thing coming!!!!!!!! I know he used to like her a lot, but she just jerked him around emotionally. She still likes to tug his strings every now and then and I think it is just cruel. I know they have been friends for a long time and I don't want to impede on their friendship, but I do not want to spend New Years with this girl and her friend (also 5 ft tall and 105 lbs... they make me ill!) I feel like a giant next to these girls. All they do is get totally wasted and make out together for attention. THey are retarded. I am going to tell Brian that I want to do something else for New Years... I don't care if this girl has reservations at some hip club or not. We hung out once together and I had no fun because she is such a snot. Yes, I am a little jealous of her, but plain and simple she is not a very nice person and I don't want to be around her. I feel like I am insane! I wish I would have held out on SBD so I would keep losing weight. I want to start over again today, but I feel like it is too late. I have Christmas parties to go to all weekend, and I know I will eat junk no matter what. Grrrrrr. I can't stand this girl!!!!!!!!!!!