by bettieboop » Sun Nov 07, 2010 5:40 am
Hi Chefk.
I've been checking back and forth, low and behold, the board was back up. I do miss the "your active posts" feature.
I have completely stalled with what I have been eating. It's like I really want to loose weight, but I just don't seem to have the strength to say no to myself. That is why I weigh as much as I do. A friend is having success at WW, I've tried WW, but not sticking to WW is just as easy as not sticking to SB. I have to laugh though, I was at JCPenney today and one of their brands is St John Bay. On their active wear, it looks like just the letters SB and the first thing that came to my mind was South Beach. Laughed really hard at myself for that one.
I've been sticking with the board hoping that something will kick in for me. Y'all are really an inspiration to me. It's not just the "dieting" aspect of watching what I eat, some things really do upset my "system" and if I don't behave, I spend a lot of time in the bathroom for a day or so, not to mention the pain and the cramping (I actually have pain pills for this). Then I get mad at myself, it's kind of a cycle I can't seem to get off. I am an intelligent woman, and for the life of me (literally) this has me stumped.
Ahhhh, where's my magic wand when I need it?
>sigh< I didn't mean to get on any soap box here, nor am I having a particular pity party. I know what I need to do. I (stomp my little feet really fast) really really really really want to loose this weight. I know I would feel better. LOL
That is all for tonight. I worked late and everyone else is in bed, where I should be.
Have a great evening y'all. I'm glad to be back.
(maybe I'll weigh myself in the morning)
bettie
5'1" 58 yo
SW: 189 January 1, 2012
CW: 168.5 May 30, 2012
GW: 120 (Maybe)
Northern WI
In a perfect world Oceana County Michigan Asparagus would be in my refrigerator every day