It's a horrible feeling. I always have a wardrobe crisis cuz I feel so fat and untrendy compared to most of my friends. There they are, stick thin and able to wear what ever they like. Then there's me usually in the same old thing (black pants or jeans, black top of some description) feeling like a porky pile of crap! I usually end up getting quite drunk early on in the night, just to give me some confidence. I don't seem to care when I'm drunk and will dance and have fun. If I was sober I would be stood in the corner. Sad but true.
The funny thing is, a lot of my slimmer friends are envious of my boobs. I don't think anyone is ever totally happy with themselves, especially us women!! My friends go mad at me for how I slag myself off but I can't help it
I'll be honest, I haven't found P1 easy at times and did fall off the wagon on Monday night when I ate out but other than that, I've proper fought my cravings. I use the thought of being slimmer and not feeling this way to spur me on. It's been a long couple of weeks lol.