(telling her husband, Eric, what she loves about cooking) "Chocolate cream pie! You know what I love about cooking? I love that after a day when nothing is sure and when I say nothing, I mean nothing. You can come home and absolutely know that if you add egg yolks to chocolate and sugar and milk, it will get thick. That's such a comfort."
- Julie Powell, Julie & Julia
In essence this is my issue. I don't think that there is a problem with the fact that I completely identify myself with food, but that somewhere along the way I've lost balance. I tend to think all or nothing black and white and get very very excited about "mmm factor". I know this sounds weird, but my family mmm's at the table. One mmm generally means all is well, two mmm's means I am loved, 3 mmm's means I am loved so much that I should go share this joy with other families! I have resisted blogging up until now and have limited myself to pictures and recipe posts to the world of Facebook. (and many emails to family) We joked about the mmm's a long time ago. I'm sure they have forgotten that day at the table when I pointed it out, but I listen still...Oh so closely.
Food is my joy and my hobby. I camp/ backpack in order to cook backwoods on a fire or an itty-bitty stove. I garden in order to have the FRESHEST of the FRESH! I snap pictures only to study food gloss.
It's not that I don't love healthy foods. I do. Sprouts, cucumbers, red ripe tomatoes and avocado on a whole grain sandwich YUM! Of course I say the same for pork neck bones simmering with sausage and meatballs in a giant pot of sauce ready to be scooped onto a plate of twirled pasta...YUM! I need balance. So this will be my blog of regaining balance and losing weight.
(when asked if she thought Julia Child knew about her and her blog) "I wish! I have this fantasy that she comes for dinner and I show her my new lemon zester. We become very close. The truth is, no one knows about me. I feel like I'm just sending things into this giant void."
- Julie Powell, Julie & Julia

