The Journal of ParadigmShift

[LegalBeagle]

You can do it, yes, you can!!!

Happy Friday! Make today a great one on the Beach!

[toese]

Aha!!!! So you do have a journal.

Have you tried the chocolate pudding jello??? I love eating that when I have sweet cravings. I also drink a lot of diet pepsi but I don't get cravings from it. I usually get the flavored kind like the lemon or lime.

Anyways, glad you are here and I love all your prayers. You are a very positive person so i know you can do this woe!!!!

[yellobeuty]

just comming over to say hi

[ParadigmShift]

Thanks all!!! It is a tough day today. I have NO IDEA why??? I went shopping at Sams club and I was freaking at the cravings.


I am in such a crabby mood! This is horrible. I hope this gets better or I am off this WOE. This is torture today. Not just food but LIFE is in my face. Just when you think things are going to be ok it blows up in your face. Hummmpphhh PEOPLE!!!

I am staying beachy but I am NOT liking it. My mom has no effects like this at all. I am NO WHERE NEAR TOM.

I am agitated and frustrated. Restless. Wrestling.

[toese]

Ah, I will pray for you to have a better day. Just shut your eyes for a moment and don't think about anything. Just breathe and relax all your muscles in your body. Wiggle your toes, stretch your back and breathe in and breathe out.

[yellobeuty]

and imagine Jesus and who he is and pray!

[ParadigmShift]

THought. It could be yeast die off from candida. Who knows. I have stuff for that. I need to use it.

[Blue Eyed Angel]

Feel you pain! You can do it though. I know you can. Just keep on keeping on and believe you can and you will do it! You have all of us here pulling for you! Prayers & Belief....

[Lee Lee]

Hang in there!!! You can do it. Believe!!

God Bless

[ParadigmShift]

(((((((Everyone))))))))

[yellobeuty]

PS, Praying for you to have a blessed Saturday!

[praising_god_4ever]

Hey buddy! Are you feeling any better today? I went through a similar thing on day 2 and 3 of P1 but it got better. Are you eating beans and drinking milk? (Not necessarily at the same time) They will help you get some good carbs in. I had a bowl of Wendy's chili and it changed everything!

Have an awesome day!

Praising

[ParadigmShift]

At my Pasta E fagioli and it changed everything. I also had a small square of dark chocolate. This is soo weird tho. I am raging almost violent like. I got a fork caught in my garbage disposal and I went OFF!!! That is sooo not like me. I don't even know myself.

On the flip side I am 5 lbs down on day 6. If this is what it does to my body bringing on fits of anger I don't know if I can handle it. All my mom and I can think of was I was majorly addicted to carbs. This is not fun. I am up down, up down, up down.

I am sticking it out. If I wait for things to get better I am going to wait forever. God is answering my prayers.

PG4E PTL for your date. I read that and it gave me faith to pray over some serious stuff for people last nite. Our anointing doesn't leave when we are in a bad mood but I will tell ya I feel extra unanointed somedays. It really affects my prayer life.

I have been really under attack for the last 6 months. I hope it lets up soon. It has been the most awesome and terrible year I have ever had. I am really weary.

I would have never gone near this diet if it was not for my mom. But maybe I needed it. GOd had told me years and years ago that I would lose weight and He would do it. I waited and waited. Well it is still here. I didnt want to move without Him. It has only been recently that I realized that He wants me healthy so how can I be out of His will for trying?? He must be with me. How can I be out of His will? I am also bearing the most terrible attacks. This has never happened EVER to me on a program or diet. SO that tells me I am on to something because it is stirring up the spiritual realm. God give me Grace!!

[praising_god_4ever]

I can so relate to you. If the "grumpiness" is because of the diet, it WILL get better. You are probably super addicted to carbs and in that sense satan has got a hold on a part of you. But even though I've only known you a few days, I know that you will succeed!

OK...I was just praying for you and I had a funny picture! I saw you doing pushups, and struggling. Then, I saw a dove come and hover over you and all of a sudden you were doing pushups easily with one hand! LOL! So, I believe God is saying, "Trust me, my kid...it's so much easier than you think. I am with you through it all. I know that you want so much to please me and I love that. You are my precious daughter and I will not let you fail. I love you so much!"

When I was struggling once, yello reminded me that God will not allow us to be tempted with more than we can bear. It is so true.

Now, the dark chocolate thing is supposed to be for P2. If you can eat it and it doesn't set off cravings, then I guess it is OK, but I'd be careful. What I did a lot in P1 is sugar free hard candies. But, be careful because the tasty ones are made with sorbitol and some people will get intestinal problems with sorbitol.

Praying for you! Keep going!

I am off to Ottawa now. I probably won't be home tonight. My dad hasn't left for Florida after all so I will stay with him tonight and come home tomorrow.

Praising

[ParadigmShift]

I saw you doing pushups, and struggling. Then, I saw a dove come and hover over you and all of a sudden you were doing pushups easily with one hand! LOL!

Uhoh Holy Ghost bootcamp lol!!!

I only had the chocolate to get me thru. It worked evidently. If it keeps me sane and going I guess I have to be a little looser and not think it is the end of the world if I slip...