been gone for a while...but now i'm ready to come BACK!

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heather87      

I did the full 2 weeks of phase 1 and 5 days of phase 2 about 1.5 months ago before I completely lost control and went back to my old ways/worse. I got so angry with myself that I even removed this website from one of my homepages because I felt guilty every time I saw it. At this point, I don't fit into any of my summer clothes (bc last time i bought them i had lost 20 pounds on sb and was at my skinniest). I'm a major emotional eater, but usually I can control this as long as my emotions are fairly in check. But the last month has more or less been an emotional roller coaster--and I've definitely tried to compensate with chocolate. lots and lots of chocolate. Basically, the last month has included a complete culture shock of returning home after being in London on my own for the past months. It's also included family major health issues, feeling awful every time I take a practice LSAT and score horribly, being annoyed that all of my friends got summer jobs and are living in NYC while I'm doing nothing /living at home with my parents, and also having lots and lots of down time to just be bored and sit in front of the pantry.

Anyways, to make a long story short...I realize now that everything from the past month will probably be here next month, and the month after, and probably much worse when i get back to school and actually ahve to interview for jobs/ take a REAL lsat / deal with graduating, etc. Basically, I can't just turn to food because of the current situation because if the situation stays the same, my eating habits certainly can't stay like this.


so tomorrow (Monday) I start phase 1, day 1. I've also been putting this off because Tuesday night is my friend's 21st birthday and i know I'll be drinking. But you know what? I don't care. So I have a couple drinks...it's probably still much less damage than all of the food i've been eating, and there's no reason to keep this up an extra day just so i can make it all official on Wednesday. Furthermore, I'm meeting my favorite musician/celebrity in two weeks from Tuesday and I refuse to look like a cow in my picture with him (since I intend on blowing it up for a big frame :) ). I KNOW what SB can do for me even in just 2 weeks. I know that if I give SB it gives back to me. I get out of it just as much as I put into it.

Is anyone else starting phase 1 tomorrow?

Mon Jun 30, 2008 4:05 am 

thenewmeishere      

yes! im starting today (monday) too! i have a similar story with the fact that i started a 6 weeks ago-lost 15 lbs and have now stalled! im beginning phase 1 today and would love a partner to keep me in check! maybe if theres more of us starting today we can make a feed to check in every day or so and talk about our experiences..if youre up for it i'm in :)

Mon Jun 30, 2008 2:42 pm 

RedRox      

stalls are very normal and to be expected. not sure why you would restart P1 simply because of a stall unless food based cravings had also returned. weight loss is neither linear, predictable nor comparable. It's never a straight or continuous process from start to finish.

Mon Jun 30, 2008 2:46 pm 

thenewmeishere      

O no no no! My cravings are back and in full swing so I need to restart sadly. Ive read over the books again and realize this is the best bet for me to do :)

Mon Jun 30, 2008 3:12 pm 

heather87      

yay i'm happy to have a phase 1 buddy this time! Things haven't gone so well today, though, since i woke up with what felt like a stomach flu and the only thing i could manage to eat was white bread and a banana. But this is stlil day 1 of phase 1 for me, regardless, since it's all mental and if i don't make today my start date then it will just be a free-for-all last-chance-to-eat-that-chocolate marathon later (if i feel better...haha).

Mon Jun 30, 2008 3:20 pm 

chinamarie      

HI Heather and thenewmeishere...i started today as well, and i am willing to buddy up with you guys so we can keep on track! :)

GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS! :)

Mon Jun 30, 2008 4:01 pm 

620girl      

Hi I would love to also buddy with you all.

I've been on southbeach for about 3 years and recently fell back in to old habits and have since gained 14lbs and would like to get back down to fit into my clothes as well.

Mon Jun 30, 2008 6:31 pm 

thenewmeishere      

How was everyone's day? I barely ate because I could not force food down my throat. I have some type of stomach bug I think...I did however stay fully on P1 and went to the gym for an hour so I'm happy about that. I need to see a good loss this week so I'm hoping for some big numbers to inspire me :)
Good luck to all!! Have wonderful Day 2 :)

Tue Jul 01, 2008 3:16 am 

620girl      

I had a few french fries off DH's plate boo. Plan on being better tomorrow, promise...

Tue Jul 01, 2008 3:40 am 

SunshineCA      

Welcome back! :)

I started back on Tuesday so know you're not alone.

We always come back to what works. This time we're gonna see it all the way through to GOAL!!! {{{GOAL said the same as in a soccer game!}}} :lol:

Fri Jul 04, 2008 1:06 am 

Sugarplum Fairy      

I must confess... I went on a binge lately. I'm back on the wagon too, today was day one of phase 1, AGAIN....

But it feels good.

I've been gone a couple of months. Ate horribly. Cookies. McD's. Cereal. Sugar, sugar, sugar.... ugh!

I'm scared to get on the scale. My ticker is wayyy off by now. :(

Fri Jul 04, 2008 1:16 am 

anapaola      

i started on wednesday so
im in phase 1 with you too n_n
lets get to our goal okay? :)

Fri Jul 04, 2008 10:39 pm 

Gina_      

Glad I'm not the only one that falls off the ban wagon :P I ate mcdonalds big mac two days in a row, Then for my birthday I ate half a cake and a bag of cheese puffs.
So I decided to start over two days ago. I felt like crap after I had cheated.....and it wasn't even worth it.

Sat Jul 05, 2008 1:49 am 

volleyteach      

I did South Beach a couple of years ago (oh my! I just realized that it was 2004! Time flies!) Lost weight, gained a little, went on Nutrisystem, lost weight, gained a little and then 2 weeks ago started South Beach and have lost the few I gained after NS.

So I am almost ready to head into Phase 2. I did have a few bites of "treats" on July 3rd and 4th (2 different parties). I was really good about only having 1 bite of the things I wanted to splurge on. Of course those splurges were in the sugar family, so I think I will give Phase 1 a couple more days, just to make sure I don't have any rebound problems.

I really excited to be back on SouthBeach. I really missed cooking while doing Nutrisystem. So I am now the lightest I have been in a while and am really pumped to lose some more. I want to lose about 30 more pounds. (I am about 50 pounds below my high weight) Its funny how 30 doesn't sound that impossible. I would like to be there by the start of school in September, but that is a little ambitious. If I could be at my goal weight before Christmas I would be thrilled. I just can't imagine heading into the Christmas holidays being at goal weight. That would be the best Christmas present!

Good luck everyone, I hope you did well over the 4th, but if not, dust yourself off and jump right back on that wagon!

Audrey

Sat Jul 05, 2008 8:53 pm 

RedRox      

Welcome back Audrey!! (to a fellow '04 starter!) Here's hoping for the best Christmas present for you!! Remember those last 10 tend to go reaaaallllllyyyy slowly. ;) Just keep on chugglin'!! (apologies to John Fogerty.)

Sun Jul 06, 2008 4:25 pm 

   
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