| LouisaMae
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*le sigh* So. I broke up with my boyfriend.
Not long after which, I started dating another guy. He ended up being clingy, too needy, moody, not all there, kinda dumb, a thug and just....totally bad news. I dumped him. He kept my coffee grinder and gourmet coffee beans (which isn't a big deal except the grinder and canister (that I had the beans in) where my father's and now my daddy's dead so...they mean $#!+loads more).
So... I have a weekend fling with a new friend of mine. Aaaand. . . I have no idea if I'm preggy or not....and I won't know for at least another week. Not to mention the fact that i haven't really even talked to him since it f**kin' happened. *angry sigh* There are more factors to why I haven't talked to him since it happened, but I won't go into those right now... I feel bad enough about it.
On top of which, I just got a job last week and have worked every day, 8 hour shifts, since I got it. Bully for me.
So. With everything going the way it is right now.... I haven't eaten right for the past week (I've barely eaten at all, let alone how I should eat) and right now I'm munching chips and jalapeno cheese dip. I'm going to put such things away but I wanted to just take the night off. I hadn't eaten anything all day and this is what I started eating. Soooo not the right thing to do! A major no no...don't give body next to pure fatty-yuckiness after not eating for quite a while. Not good.
So. I dunno. I just wanted to get all this off my chest.
Oh. AND I have a date with someone new (actually, a coworker - which is a no no as well) this Wednesday. *rolls eyes* Sheesh.
Anyhow. Any feedback would be great -- especially if you can help me feel not-so-bad about binging on fatty no-no foods. I give hugs away to people who can help me feel a little better....I will! Free hugs to all!
(I'm tired so I'm getting goofy - I'm going to bed before I start sounding really stupid (well.....stupider)).
~LouisaMae |
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Mon Nov 06, 2006 9:59 am |
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| oldpjams
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How about
I think you've made stupid decisions, and you know you have to do better. |
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Mon Nov 06, 2006 3:58 pm |
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| Tril
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How about... two wrongs don't make a right?
Now... time to clean up your act and start taking care of yourself... your body, your spirit, your life. You dug the hole you're in... now start crawling out. Take the first step and cancel the date with the coworker. Throw out the junk food. Lift up your head and walk with self confidence and pride. You are NOT your mistakes. They don't make YOU a bad person so stop punishing yourself with more bad choices. Treat yourself the way you want to be treated... w/respect. If you have to fake it til you make it, do it. Handle what you can in the moment and deal with what comes when it gets here (possible pg). Worrying won't change a thing. There isn't anything you can't handle... when you're taking care of yourself.
Here are some {{{HUGS}}} cuz you need them. But no pity... get up and get out there and make things right for yourself.
Tril |
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Mon Nov 06, 2006 4:41 pm |
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| Lady T
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Break the cycle and stop making the same mistakes over and over again. Respect and take good care of yourself. Next time remember to have safe sex or being preggy might be the least of your worries.
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Mon Nov 06, 2006 4:57 pm |
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| LegalBeagle
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I think your "bad" eating is the least of your problems, actually.
I agree with the advice posted by the others. Time to stop making mistakes and move on with your life. |
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Mon Nov 06, 2006 5:50 pm |
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| determination
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(((hugs))) hope you start to feel better.
About the possibility of prenancy, you know their is the morning after pill if your worried :roll: just a suggestion
sounds like you've made some bad decisions but that is human.
Like Lady T said Quote: Break the cycle
Learn to love & respect yourself. Work on being your best friend. And if youi do have a one night stand, next time, for goodness sake, bring or buy protection! |
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Mon Nov 06, 2006 6:54 pm |
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| LouisaMae
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Thank you all...
I took a test this morning and it came out neg. I may still be and just might be too early for the test to pick it up...but so far, negative.
I don't know what to say. I've made some messed up mistakes.
Yes, no two wrongs make a right. ;) You're right....
I can and have to do better...most definately.
I'm doing better with the eating. I had some veggies today, but haven't been hungry. I forced some mushrooms and kidney beans down with some green beans...
I have no idea what to say. o.O;
~LouisaMae |
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Fri Nov 10, 2006 1:00 am |
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| skinnypeep
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Yes, I think you are complicating your life unnecessarily. And you clearly do know better. Make yourself a priority. Focus on your health and your eating.... If you are spending all your free time at the gym and chopping veggies you won't even have time to make bad decisions!!!
Take care of you. |
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Fri Nov 10, 2006 1:55 pm |
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